breathing diet pills
and cigarettes
and hoping i'm so dizzy
i'll fall
drink away my
broken heart
and hope that i
might forget it all
weekend parties
i'm so wasted
i'm just hoping
you might give me a call
but when you don't
i throw myself
at anyone who's
interested at all
photographs
late at night
i'm documenting
my body's decay
one day
i'll be perfect
if i don't just
waste away
when i first
met you
i wish i knew
that you thought
love was just a game
sit around
late at night
breaking hearts
and inflicting pain
wake up every morning
to see that i'm still here
wishing i had never
been born
i blame her
for all my scars
and every way that
my heart has been torn
see how her picture
so quickly took my place
and know things
may never be the same
but liar is as liar does
and i know that you are
the one i will always blame...